plenty of that this weekend. screaming fight walk out of the house confilct, conflicting priorities, and a conflict of a yoga realization ("i haven't met him yet") and that beautiful thing josh (who prefers to be called "Joshua" now) said- just live your life, and when you're doing what makes you happy, they (partner, love) will just show up next to you. cause that's how it felt, as i think about planting the front bed, side by side: good. easy, mutually satisfying. hmph.
i'm doing this monkish thing right now because i need some time. i need to learn about this "growing stuff in your yard" thing, and i need to learn about the "doing a good job at your job" thing too. i do not need to learn more about partner relationships at this moment. right (please!!), god? right.
ohhhh kayyyy. and anyway, the garden got worked out. even if the smash still gave me the cold shoulder when i tried to participate in her section, it's in now. and we can talk about it forever.
oh and maggie, i got your tag. i'll get on that.
