i don't have bandwidth for you

actually, i don't have the bandwidth for for most people.

i think i have the psychic capacity to handle

baby
job
house
family
neighbors
3 good friends

that's about it.

occasionally i have capacity for more. so i take on more. and
those people/projects either
fall by the wayside from time to time
or
get disappointed

sorry.

worst week ever (so far! please be careful not to tempt the gods)

served with lawsuit
somebody wants to change my baby's name
yelled at by SVP
TV broke
company site hacked- boss completely unavailable
washing machine quit draining
personal email hacked - all sorts of closed doors awkwardly reopened
checking account hacked- $$$ stolen, spent in NC
walked out of a show, kicked out of a dance troupe
"broke up with" friend's girlfriend
bailed on new friend - scolded via text message

but the baby is happy and healthy
and today i bought new dresses
(i'll worry about the bills later)

also- the sun is shining, i tried pastrami for the first time, and i helped put in a really pretty garden border.

i can still see the bright side. is that my saving grace or my ultimate downfall??

i deactivated facebook

to maximize privacy, i'm disappearing from the internet (obvs not entirely). why? well, maybe facebook could tell-- when i deactivated my account, the captcha phrase was

the prenatal

as in "if you had handled this in the prenatal stage, maybe you wouldn't be deactivating your account, dummy."