this is the part where i write about all of the lessons i learned in ptown. all of the realizations that a little distance and a little perspective and One Good Date showed me. most of them are things people have been telling me, or i've been telling people, for a while now. sometimes it takes a change of scenery for them to really settle in.
1) i need to spend more time at home
2) i truly want a partner, and i want it to be a man. i had to bail town on pride weekend because i didn't want to confuse myself with internalized gay pride all over again.
3) i will let myself be pursued. no more of this say what i want and see if he gives it up shit. i am going to live my [full] life, i am going to do what i need to do, and i will trust that he will show up or find me and make my life better. until then, i am doing my own bad ass shit. i know i know i know, you've all told me. now i heard.
4) i really have to start roller skating again. i f*king LOVE roller derby.
hmm. that was easy! welcome home, cookie.
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