what i meant was

i think you're super rad. while i work out what i actually want and what i can actually handle, let's not f up our friendship getting dramatic.

i hope that came through when i said "let's be cool" and "i think you're way cool" and agreed that I am also "of two minds." i think it did...

cause we laughed, and he doesn't seem so fragile as t made it sound. i mean, he did call to say "if you want to forget it, it's cool, but let's not be weird." which of course is a setup, but even so.

easy, easy, easy, cowboy.