awesome

the show was great. packed houses both nights and most of my friends flaked. which means- awesome. huge love great responses great after parties, no one went home alone.

this is the best most loving beautiful present engaged cast ever.

we have $2500 coming. what are we gonna do with $2500? We are going to travel, dammit.

we are going to get reviews from faraway places, because we have a kick ass name and we are from San Francisco. and that has cachet. i think. anyway, we're good. we're really good, and we haven't even rehearsed that much. what will happen if we rehearsed? awesome.

i am crying like miss america i am so awed and thrilled and elated. we can pay everyone a lot of money and we can still go camping and to nawlins. or somewhere. and jared will make the money go so far, and i can just make dances.

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.

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also, that beautiful bit of candy who calms me and loves me so right and kisses me perfectly and sings so sweet isn't gonna be gone for so long as she thought she would be. which is fucking brilliant, because i missed her bad. i still do, really, but now that it's not an eternity that she's leaving for everything is so much better.

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also, for god's sake, i did my laundry. and that makes everything brilliant. what should we do in rehearsal tomorrow? we have a showing on sunday! crap. what should we do? add a rehearsal! of course!

love.

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maybe we should just use the money to all get tattoos. sweet jesus. love love love.