Monday, April 21, 2008

pretty sure that was a miscarriage

my fertility is really freaking me out.

i thought maybe i was reorienting to the moon.

i thought maybe something was off...i did the right thing, though, with the ring and all, and so i shouldn't feel like it's my fault. right? but i do. i fucked up my babymaker with my ingratitude. and now it seems to be revolting.

i'm watching h4rold & kum4r to distract myself.

the therapist was stupid. i'm going to k4iser for drugs.

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