. . .

he left on friday morning "see you when i get back" (per our previous conversation requiring us to be friends and normal upon his return).

he flew sat morning (i slept in and then went and played with dogs)

texted me sunday. (ignored)

chatted me monday. (delayed, cursory response followed by chat block)

emailed me monday. (ignored)

i called monday night, high on a glass of wine and the possibility of my future, to claim my space assertively:

"i want more than you want to give me. as long as you're not going to give it to me, I need you to GO AWAY."

"ok. since we're on the phone, wanna talk?" (he was at a bar. what?)

No.

he called back twenty minutes later. thankfully, i missed the call.