i was going to blog

something about how hard i'm trying to communicate effectively right now, something about how much i hate something but i can't remember what exactly, and something else [including a dream about ster1ing], but blogg3r's got a scheduled outage. now. see you at the party. (maybe.)

dream update: i ran & told sterling about the explosion- sh*t was going down and I thought he might could do soemthing...i was wearing my cabbage dress, the one i wore to the weddings last summer...he walked us in, wrapped himself around me on the floor, and the building caved. i went hurtling into the destruction with him wrapped around me.

I'm not sure that's what I'm really looking for.