yay

i went to dance class today.

i stayed for an hour and a half, and would have stayed the whole time except for i was blowing off work and i checked my voicemail at the break. crappy. i threw myself on the floor and jumped up and i even did a few grande plies. whoa.

maybe it's because liz makes my body go right.

maybe it's because hilary is training my body to be okay.

maybe it's because i didn't sleep enough to get too stiff.

maybe it's because sometimes things are sort of okay.

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i'm so excited to get started with this beautiful cast. god they're so talented and smart and good. i am so honored to work with them, and so thrilled to have them at my 'disposal.' and to have such brilliant, together, smart, cool collaborators. who toss out ideas over lunch, weird visions and half-formed idea babies, and we play with them and get all amped from em.

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also, i am glad to know that i am not looking for anyone new (or other) to sex up. i am at peace knowing that i am a hot individual and do not need another sexual partner. i need fillings in my teeth and chemo drugs and not more sex from a stranger. or a hot friend's roommate. ahem.