it's begun. i asked for more money, i asked for a job i wanted. i announced "i'm really good at it" and i will have more of it. and then i asked for more money.
i sent out an announcement and said "there will be pay" and also "please give me money." i am shameless, i am free.
(i will lower our bills, btw, cause that will help too)
i am still single, and i am a little bit lonely. my general partner in crime has been out of town, which is a pretty big factor, but she's not the only reason.
i am jealous of partnered people right now, and i don't really want a partner myself, somehow. it's a weird in between place, a place i know i need to hang with, be in, live, right now. i feel so surely that i could manifest a partner if it was really what i wanted, and at the same time i know that the right partner is not here right now.
this shit is heavy. and bright like the moon.
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